My current relationship

My relationship with my boyfriend has been lasting for about 1 year and 9 months. I’ve known my boyfriend for 3 years but I didn’t get with him until like a year after being friends and getting to know each other better. We’ve had so many ups and downs but honestly we can’t seem to get tired of each other and when we try we just say we should take a break from being lovey dovey and just think about ourself, and eventually we just always make up because we can’t even handle being like that. My boyfriend is older than me by a year, he’s currently 20, and I am about to be 19. What I really like about him is that he’s so mean to everyone else but with me he’s literally like a big baby. Many people always try to get us to break up officially because we’ve always broken up but gotten back together literally like a few hours or so. However, I wouldn’t let go of him so easily unless I know I’m just waisting my time. But having him by my side has been honestly tough because he lives in Sylmar in the San Fernando valley, and I stay at Baldwin park. So literally like. 30-40 minute drive. Even so, he’s mostly the one who comes to see me since I don’t drive, but since I have family over by where he lives I go a lot over there and I meet up with him over there. We don’t really go out on dates because it’s tough since we got life ahead of us as well, but when we do go out we go out to have fun adventures. I’m glad I’ve met him because he likes to baby me also and he’s so kind and very generous. I know it’s still too soon to say this but honestly I don’t see myself with anyone else besides him anymore. We have this bond that literally so many tried breaking, but its honestly too strong to be broken easily. Starting all over with someone else with a bond like ours honestly I can’t. Before he came into my life I hated relationships I loved playing with peoples emotions and confusing them and I knew it was wrong. However, something about my boyfriend just made me realize I had to stay with him he wouldn’t give up on me. He kept trying and trying to keep me as his girl. He’d ask me out so many times and I would say no because I didn’t want to get attached. Then one day I just said fuck it why not? I wanted to give it a shot at this whole relationship thing. Now looking back I knew I made the right choice because we’re still a couple that’s growing strongly.